Older/Younger Lesbians

Older/Younger Lesbian Real Stories - Fond of my friend who’s twice my age

By Orlando 

I’m 30, and I am hot for and fond of my friend who’s twice my age. I can’t believe this. She’s 60, and I feel such a crush… I am so into her body, I could die. She looks really good, she’s strong  and assertive and yet she’s sweet and sensitive. We have a lot in common and we do not feel the age gap. We spend so much time together, we call each other for nothing and support each other. She’s been divorced for more than 10 years. I have no hints that she likes women.

It’s been 8 months now since we’ve become friends. It was quite intense from the very beginning because of the context. But then it didn’t go away, and we became closer because we have a lot in common. So it remained intense and now we’re so close I can just pop in or call without saying it’s me, and be very casual, like with a family member. It’s become more intimate. Also I can sense there’s a common attraction… But I can’t tell if it’s on the same level… Because as far as I am concerned, I could go to bed with her. But I could also be happy with just my arms around her, or the permission to kiss her. ANything, but a physical touch, something that could express the deep affection I have for her.

She’s asked me to come with her on trips… It turned out it wasn’t possible for me. But just thinking she’d have me come along was strange… Should I plan a week-end once and invite her to join me? See what would happen?

I slept at her house, but of course, she told me to sleep in the guest room… But the next morning, she woke me up and walked into the room to do so, and said she’d make coffee. When I came down, she was in a beautiful gown. It drove me crazy to sleep in a different room.

She’s always known I am a lesbian. We’re referred to me being a lesbian and it sounded like she was a bit excited by that. She never asks me about potential girlfriends or lovers I might have. I’ve tried to make her curious but she asks no question, which is weird because she asks me about everything else in my life and it would be quite natural.

We see each other once a week, we call eah other very often during the week, like once every two days. We also call for no reason. There was that one time when we called each other everyday of the week. I thought it was a bit too much but she welcomed it, and would hang up saying “well, talk to you tomorrow!” She asks me if she looks good. She is a gorgeous woman but I guess she feels older and wants to still be attractive. I compliment her. I was shy before. But now I’m less shy. The other day I said something twice and both times she blushed and looked down. And I added I never flatter anyone, I always tell the plain truth.

I even gave her a really cute t-shirts with a huge compliment on her printed on it. She had been joking about that thing, that was a surprise I was preparing for her. But when I gave it to her, and was silent, smiled, but weird. She kissed me to say thank you. But her reaction was strange and I was afraid she was embarassed now, and that it went to far for her. Then later on, we mentioned it, as I joked around. Anyway I thought I went too far. But yesterday, she told me she’d been wearng the t-shirt to work… and that she was proud. So, now I interpret her reaction differently. I think she was moved, and that’s why she looked at it in silence and looked away.

Many times I feel like the connection we have is almost like flirting. We tease each other, I joke around. I know why I do it, I do it (the jokes) because I’m dancing around her.We’ve spent a lot of time. She’s a very busy woman, but even if she’s busy, she asks me to just come along with her. So I’ve spent whole days with her, running errands and even going to her work place, helping her and laughing all day.People see us and don’t really understand who I am. Some of her friends her age, I noticed were surprised to see me the first time, then a second time and a third time again with her, and the age gap is the main reason I think.

We have spent whole days together, done the craziest things. and she amazes me because she has so much energy!!!

We have moments when we talk and I feel a gaze, or flirting. But I don’t know if I’m imagining it. The other day, she had a very nice tank top and I could see her beautiful round arms, her shoulders, and when she squat down, I could see her beautiful breasts in a beautiful sophisticated bra (she has them in every colors depending on the color of her shirt)… My eyes dived in her cliveage. I know she MUST have noticed. I she have because she was looking for something her bag, and my gaze was travelling from her eyes, the inside of her bag, and back to her breasts. And still, she kept looking and me, smiling.

I dream about kissing her, holding her in my arms. I dream about being in bed with her, sleep tight, hol her. I also dream often about being naked in bed with her, my body against hers, full contact. I dream about this and I get wet in two seconds.

But there’s also that deep, deep love and affection. And I know that it is reciprocal. The other day, we ate at a restaurant. Her eyes lingered on me, just like mine did. But is it jist admiration, deep friendship? Then we said godd bye. We’re both leaving this summer. We walked to the station and I know those wereour last minutes together and I felt sad and tense. How would we say good bye? I turned around and said “We’re going to say goddbye, uh?” and she was behind me, looking suddenly sad, in a cute way, and said “we’re not going to see each other for two months!” and I thought how cute. We stopped at the entrance where we had to split. She said good bye, leaned toward me, an arm forward, and I just fell in her arms and hugged her. Not to tight, I was too shy. We stayed like this for a few seconds, and I stroke her back. I could tell she was happy, like she was hoping this would happen. Since then, we talked on the phone several time to “say good bye”. And now she’s gone, so that had to stop for good.

I can’t help thinking there’s some special connection bewteen us. It doesn’t matter if it doesn’t lead to a real lesbian relationship. If it is a very intense friendship with some physical love somehow, that’ll do for me. I just hope to be able to really hold her tight in my arms once, and tell her I love her. 

 

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